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I fail at blogs.

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:41:47 +0200

Hello Blogggg,

Its wierd to think that the last blog I posted, was about one of my ex boyfriends cheating on me. That was nearly a year ago now! Odd times.
I think that I sortof fail at these things. I write in them non stop for a couple of months, then forget them and spend all my time on things like Facebook and Twitter! Which by the way, are annoyingly addictive.
And if anyone wants to add me on there then feel free;

Facebook - Izzy Taylor
Twitter - Izzysaysrelax

So yeah! Do it peoples. I'm on there wayy more often than blogging websites.
Although, stupidly enough.. I have another blog. On 'Blogger'. I have forgotten my username though.. But when I remember I will let people know. Not that anyone will read this? Maybe one or two at the most!

Anyway, a quick update..
I'm in my second year of College, studying Photography, Media Studies & English Lit/Lang.
Its sortof been stressing me out, so many things to do, and not enough time.. but I'll get there in the end. I just need to get my act together and sort my life out a little. Its got that time of the year when I have to be sending off Uni applications (If I want to go.. which I do..) and so I'm quite behind on that as well. Eeek. I've written the first draft of my personal statement but I still haven't finished my UCAS application, which is a little worrying at the moment! Anyway, enough college talk.
What else. Hmm. I'm single. I went out with this guy called Pat, a few months after me and Ryan broke up. We only lasted three weeks, and its not a relationship that is really significant enough to talk about. Hmph.
I don't have a job...BUT I do have a job interview tomorrow, for Debenhams I hope I get it! Wish me luck peoples. *Fingers crossed*.
Oh yeah, and also.. another exciting thing... I'm going to San Francisco on Friday
I cannot wait. I'm going with my Mum and Sister, and we're staying in a hotel over there. I can't wait to visit the Golden Gate Bridge, Alcatraz Prison, and China Town! And many other wonderful sights too I hope.

So yeah. Good times.
I'm gunna have to cut this short cause Its time for dinnerrr! But yeah thought I'd do a random life update, for the people that actually read this. If any?
If not, then wahey, it was a good time waster anyways.
Ciao for now My fellow Bloggersss!
xX

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Long time, no speak.

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 00:13:39 +0100

Woahh.
I havent wrote in here for a while, and I thought I would write about a couple of things that happened recently[ish].

In A previous entry I mentioned I had a boyfriend, who I reeaaallly liked.
Well, our relationship is no more! He cheated on me. Yeah.
Its a very long story I don't really want to explain but to cut to the chase, He cheated on me so I broke up with him. I still talk to him and stuff though, I know I'm stupid, and should probably ignore the dickhead for all the shit and pain he's put me through, but for some annoying reason, I can't. So yeah, thats really aggravating.
At the time I was obviously really upset, there were lots of tears, but now I'm just trying to move on with life. I hate the fact that I still have feelings for him and care about him cause he doesn't even deserve me as a friend tbh. That sounds like I'm bigging myself up, but I didn't mean it like that.
But yeah, thats the bad thing that happened recently.

The good thing was, of course, CHRISTMAS =D
It was wicked. But every year I always find the build up more exciting that the actual day. I mean I love it, sat around the tree with the family, opening presents, then later sitting down to a delicious meal. But, its not how it used to be. I remember being about 7 and being so excited to wake up at about 6 in the morning, moving my feet about and hearing that terribly satisying rustly noise of paper. Then I'd realise Santa had left presents in my stocking, run into my Mum and Dads room, and call my sister in so we could all sit on the bed and look at the presents. Also, all the family would be there later on like My Gran and Grandad (Both dead now, RIP) and My other Nan who is in a carehome now and too frail and confused to travel all the way to our house for christmas. But nevertheless I still loved Christmas this year. It is one of my favourite times of the year where all the family get to gether and share happiness (Now that wasnt cheesy...LOL).

Incase anyone wanted to know, thought I'd list a few things I got for christmas!

-Ipod Speakers with a CD Player and Radio on
-DKNY Be Delicious Perfume
-Russell Howard's Stand up DVD
-Angus Thongs & Perfect Snogging DVD
-Katy Perry's New Album
-Pink Pyjama Trousers from La Senza
-A Silver Heart Necklace made by my Mum's Friend
-A Blue Top from Urban Outfitters saying "Au Revoir"
-A Jokey gold necklace shaped like an envelope, with a little gold square inside saying "I love you" from My Sister!
-A Really pretty scarf
-A Bracelet with lots of Crystal things on it
-Chocolate (LOTS.)
-An Oil Burner from The Body Shop
-Alphabeat CD
-Ticket to See Lily Allen at the Carling Academy Bristol (Where I live)
-£30 Money From My Nan

& Other stuff that I can't remember right now!

Ahh.
And also, I have something else to Mention.
You know when you start talking to someone, who you haven't really ever spoke to much in your life? Someone who you have seen around, with lots of different people, who doesn't have much of an effect on you. Well, its wierd cause I've started talking to someone recently who I've got to know much better in the last few days and I've realised I really click with them, and its awesome. They've said stuff which inspired me, and I don't know why, but its really lovely to have someone like that, refreshing really. Its great to look forward to talking someone (in person or online), especially when you know the conversation will be good. Its awesome. Its made me happier recently too, cause I understand him, he understands me, so its all good to be honest ^_^ Its wicked when you find someone you can just talk to about anything, stuff that other people find boring or wierd or whatever =]

Anyway,
I hope everyone had lovelylovely christmasses!
I shall try and write in here more frequently in 2009!
Which reminds me, HAPPY NEW YEAR (when this year ends )

ALL Comments Are Appreciated
Cheers
xXX

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Late Nights, A Dead Phone, And An Unhappy Mother..

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 00:19:39 +0200

Okay so I should be asleep right now, as its like just gone midnight and I have to get up at 7 tomorrow morning. However, I know I won't get to sleep for ages, my wrists ache to much to write down my thoughts, So writing in here is probably for the best right now

I had an awesome weekend. It was awesome for me though, not my mum or dad Basically I stayed out for the night when I wasn't supposed to, but my phone had no battery to let them know. Eventually at like half 1 at night I used someones phone to let them know where I was (my boyfriends house) but by that time my dad had gone out looking for me, and called loads of my friends So yeah that wasn't too nice. When I was home the next day they were majorly pissed off. My dad did that thing where he said "you'll never know what we mean when we say we were so worried, until you have children of your own". And I kind of knew what he meant. But even so, I was just sick of having curfews and hardly being able to see my boyfriend, so even though I could of used his house phone to call them I chose not too so by the time I did it would be too late for them to say I couldn't stay. I don't usually do stupid things like that to deliberately worry my parents, it just sortof happened and then I felt bad. Its a typical teenage thing to do I suppose. But anyway, I still enjoyed my weekend

It hasn't even been a month yet for me and Ryan, but it feels like so long. Its wierd. I never thought I'd like someone this much in such a short space of time. I guess its because I knew him quite well before we went out and stuff. But yeah, I really really like him I care about him so much, and I don't think he realises. Anyways enough about him.

I'm so tired, I should sleep really. I keep getting headaches recently and bad back, neck and shoulder ache. So I went to the doctors last week and she prescribed me some antibiotics but after I took one today I felt so sick, I hope I'm not reacting funny to them! So yeah thats slightly worrying me which is getting me down a bit.
Also college is quite annoying at the moment. Last night I did my history essay at like 9:00pm. I did finish it but yeah it just made me remember how much effort you have to put in to your education and I'm finding it so hard at the moment. So much work, especially for only 4 subjects. But then I guess thats the difference between GCSE's and ALEVELS. But yes I am struggling

I recently realised that I'm so lucky to have one of my closest friends. She's called Olivia and I've known her since reception in Primary school. We used to be best mates back then, but we drifted for years cause we always argued and had petty quarrels and stuff. Now we're like best mates again and have been for like the past year and a bit, and shes the best.
Always there when I need her, hilarious to speak to, we have so much in common! She can cheer me up in a second, which is also why I love her to bits! I know we won't drift apart from eachother because She's just a phonecall away and we see eachother loads anyway
Today I was a bit sad at a certain time of the day, I thought of her doing an impression of this guy from X-Factor that makes me giggle (yes we both love XFactor and find the bad auditions hilariously funny!) and it instantly cheered me up So yes I'm being all soppy but she rocks! Loveyou Liv!

I think its time to be off to Bedfordshire. Well I am actually in Bed already, just I'm not asleep. Duh.

Nightnight

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Izzy has a a boyfriend (:

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 22:26:37 +0200

So yeah I havent wrote in here for a while, and I don't think anyone noticed. Maybe I'm writing in here cause I'm trying to waste time, when I should be finishing a history essay. Which has to be in for tomorrow. I've wrote like half a page of crap that doesn't really make sence But I think its slightly unfair getting an essay on a subject I've only had like 3 lessons of. But anyways, that aside, I have a headache Being on here probably doesn't help but I dont want to sleep either (N)
You know when your in that mood where you keep getting distracted, accidently on purpose.

In other news. I got my GCSE results on the 21st August I was happy, I PASSED MATHS! I didnt think I would. Overall I got 5 B's, 2 C's, 2 A's and 1 A* So I was pleased.

Ive started college now, its going pretty well. Apart from the History essay that is. I'm studying History (duh), Photography, Media studies and Drama All of which are interesting. In drama the other day we had to learn lines then perform them, and I didn't forget any so that was good. I was so nervous before hand though, I go all shaky and stuff! But in the end it was fine (Y).

I also have a boyfriend Yaaay. I'm happy. I liked him for ages, and like I found out he liked me, so I told him, we met up and had a long chat about it, then he asked me out on the 6th September . I reeeally like him. and I know he won't read this, but he means more to me than he realises. I went out with him before like a year ago but we split up. And I liked him for quite a while after. I didnt see him for like months and months, but he was at one of my best mates parties a few weeks back and I realised I liked him again. You know when you havent seen someone in ages and you don't realise how much you miss them until you hug them again? It was like that. and since the party I couldnt stop thinking about him. And now I'm so happy we go out I don't want to sound stupid cause I'm probably rambling on about him too much but meh (Y). I think he's lovely, not perfect, but who is? Every moment I spend with him I'm happy, and I hate leaving him at the end of the day We have only gone out like not even a week, But cause we went out before, I remember what it was like, and I realised how much I liked him then. I love burying my face in his shoulder and smelling him, he always smells so nice I like looking into his eyes and wondering what he's thinking about. And the way he laughs and smiles, it just makes me so happy I love holding hands with him and walking along cause I feel so safe and close to him. Hugging him is like the best thing ever, he's 6ft 4 so He like he rests his chin on my head haha. Just having him near me makes me happy, and I really want this to last. Sometimes I want to tell him how I feel about him, like how much he means to me, but you know when your too scared of how they will react? Like you don't know if it will put them off, scare them ,flatter them, etc?! So yeah, I think I'll keep it to myself for now. I just realised how stupid that sounds, I'm writing this in a blog The whole world could read it if they wanted to. But not many people actually read my blog so its all good. Ahh I love having someone I care about this much, knowing I can see him and stuff. I swear I always fall for people so easily, like its hard sometimes, cause I hate the thought of losing him and stuff. I must be sounding so Naive, but I don't care at this moment in time. Cause he's on my mind and I'm on one of those random rants where you have to type about a certain thing on your mind. and he's that 'thing' (:

Have you ever felt like I do about a certain person?
Like have you ever felt that as soon as you walk away from them, you miss them.
And as soon as you see them your instantly happy?
And when you look into their eyes you don't want to look away?
And everything else I mentioned?

Please leave comments, I'd love to hear what you have to say
I shall write soon!!

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My Youtube Vids

Fri, 30 May 2008 16:04:42 +0200

Me And People At School In Slow Mo:

A Video For Two Of My Best Mates:

T4 On The Beach 2007:

Random Clips Of Me, Anna and Alex:

Really Random Vid Of Me And Olivia:

Matt And David At School:

Hahaa This Twat At My School:

Random Good Times:

Clips Of Year 11:

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Lists, Chips, Messy Hair and the Noisy Builders.

Fri, 30 May 2008 15:27:58 +0200

The reason for today's title is because well one of the reasons is that my hair looks terrible, much like Amy Winehouse's Beehive, or worse for that matter. I swear it always looks shit and frizzy at the moment, ahh! But luckily I'm getting it cut soon, so that should help maybe?!
Another reason is that I just stuffed my face with oven chips, now I feel slobbish and obese! I don't normally but I've been so lazy today and yesterday, haven't gone out of the house once. But to be fair, I have been revising for my exams next week and sticking up posters round my house to help me. But yeah I feel disgusting today, and having frizzy hair doesn't help. Wow I sound so unappealing I'm not normally disgusting, Frizzy and slobbish... I'm just stressed at the moment - so I'm allowed to be
That links to my third reason, I really need to create a list of things that I need to do ( basically a To-do list) because otherwise I know I'll forget I ran the race for life the other day, and I still haven't sent off the sponsor money yet I'll probably get some annoying letter in a week saying I've been arrested for fraud or something, haha. I'm so forgetful, its really not helpful when I have so much to think about. I need to remember to keep revising, because its so boring and I sortof leave it at the back of my mind. I also need, or rather want, to remember to book tickets to see Bowling for Soup - In July. And tickets to see Scouting For Girls - In November. I guess those things aren't so important, but I really want to go! So yeah, lists are a big part of my life right now!
And my last reason, Noisy Builders. Its funny how the builders across the road have been hammering and chainsawing away for the past 2 hours, then as soon as I mention them in this blog, they stop. Weird aye?! I've been trying to revise and its hard when they are all you can hear.

Anyway, Enough rambling I suppose.
This blog was completely pointless
But I hope you enjoyed it anyway,
Toodle Pip,
X

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Hong Kong or America?

Fri, 30 May 2008 15:19:03 +0200

About 2/3 years ago my Mum, My sister and My Mum's best friend all went to New York.
I was reeaallly Jealous at the time, cause I wanted to go - but it was my Sister's treat. My Mum said that when I was 17 I could go anywhere I wanted with her (Obviously no where too expensive ) and I reeealllyyyy can't wait ^_^
I'm going to be 17 next year, so that gives me a while to decide where I want to gfo

But I'm stuck!
I really like the idea of Hong Kong because I've never ever been anywhere like that before, and it looks really fun and interesting. But then I've never been to anywhere in America before either, and I've always wanted to go there. Gah I'm in a dilemma My Mum wants to go to San Francisco but she didn't mind if I wanted to go somewhere else The good thing about America is that they speak English so there would be no confusion or anything ^_^
But hey, Who knowss!

Sorry this is such a random and most likely boring blog, but hey!

x x x x

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Heyy guys :)

Tue, 27 May 2008 12:12:35 +0200

Listening To - Will.I.Am - Heartbreaker Ft Cheryl Cole
Mood - Happy but have tummy ache
Wearing - H&M Jeans, Dorothy Perkins Vest, My Mothers Belt, Miss Selfridge Cardigan.
Hair - Down and Messy - Soon To Be Up!!

Gosh, haven't wrote in here for a while.
I've signed up to too many websites, so I forget to add to my blog : \
Signed up to Mibba the other day lol - its quite good.

Anyway,
well its cold and probably going to rain today, but mehh I'm still going out
Shopping I hope - even though I only have £20. I really need a job, I just don't know where Most people of my age work in like crappy shops, I really don't want to do thattt!
But yeah, I'm always skint tbh - £20 seems alot to me lol.

Gah I feel obese at the moment, as its half term and all, and the stress of exams and stuff, It seems like I've been eating so much fatty stuff! Like the other day I made flapjack with chocolate on top, have just kept eating it lol. I really need to do more exercize, I really want a trampoline but my parents won't let me it sucks. I might have to resort to a skipping rope, cause I'm too lazy to go running and I'm not yet old enough to join a gym

I really can't wait for exams to be over. I've already done a few, still got like 8 more to do for christ sake I just can't wait for the last one to be over so I can just relax and wait till results day. I'm going to be shitting it on the actual day though! Gahhh I just hope I pass Maths - thats the one I'm most likely to fail But I think I've worked quite hard, and I'm trying to revise everyday on stupid sam learning, so mehh I've tried.

Anywaysss, enough rambling.
I better go get ready cause my lovely friendss are calling on me in a bit to walk to town
I'm really in the mood for retail therapy actually Apart from my two boy mates don't really like it, so theyre going to be bored silly lol.

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Should I bother?

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 03:02:19 +0100

With a blog?
I do like writing in it, but I'm sure theres billions of people out there writing about more interesting things than I have and idk whether I should bother anymore?
Does anyone actually care what some silly 15 year old girl has to say? Cause it doesn't seem like it these days.
Just wondered if anyone actually read what I wrote?
If you actually have read ANYTHING I've wrote then leave a comment
Because I like reading inspirational things and I'd hate to think that what I write will be pointless and not even read by anyone else in the entire world

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My First Blog :)

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 14:57:12 +0100

Wow I finally worked out how to post a blog

Gah so I guess blogs are for writing about everything in general.
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Its saturday the 8th of March, 13:43, and I'm lying on my sofa on my laptop, STILL in my pyjamas. I think I'm going out later but until then I can't be bothered to change. I love Saturdays. I went through a phase of dreading them cause I had to go to this Maths tuition thing at my school from 10-1 basically because in my last GCSE mock I got a U (Which means the mark is so terrible that its ungraded because you can't even get an F!) so yeah thats why. But now I've got my own tutor and I got to afterschool Maths on a monday and thursday. ANYWAY enough about Maths.

I never realised how hard year 11 was. When your in year 9 you think that doing 'coursework' sounds interesting, then you realise it REALLY isn't. I chose Drama, Geography & History for my GCSE's and I like all of them mostly. I've only got a few more weeks left of school until my real GCSE's which is a bit scary! I'm most scared about passing Maths cause I have tried really hard like all the revision but when I get into the exam my mind goes blank and I panic. All my other subjects I got B's in on my mocks so I'm not too worried about them tbh.
I can't wait till prom in June It will be the last chance we get to see everyone in school all together. And we get to wear gorgeous dresses, take billions of photos and just have a laugh ^.^

I've been accepted into a Sixthform college already and had my interview Its St Brendans sixthform college. I think I'm going to take History, Photography, Sociology & then maybe English Lit/Lang or something else. I'm quite excited and it will be really fun meeting new people I'm sortof sick of my school right now, I will miss it when I'm gone but it sucks cause their bulding a new school and knocking down the one we're in now so if we came to visit it wouldn't be the same But hey.

Yayyy I'm listening to Enrique Iglesias I love him, ahh he's so gorgeous. I really want to see him in concert ^.^ Haha I love his song Sweet Isabel Its like wow a song with my name in for once! I don't know any other songs with Isabel in So if you know any....let me know ^_^

Anywayyy thats all for now I think I'll post another in a sec like about me and all tha Jazzzzzzz, so Ciao for now X

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