Woahh.
I havent wrote in here for a while, and I thought I would write about a couple of things that happened recently[ish].
In A previous entry I mentioned I had a boyfriend, who I reeaaallly liked.
Well, our relationship is no more! He cheated on me. Yeah.
Its a very long story I don't really want to explain but to cut to the chase, He cheated on me so I broke up with him. I still talk to him and stuff though, I know I'm stupid, and should probably ignore the dickhead for all the shit and pain he's put me through, but for some annoying reason, I can't. So yeah, thats really aggravating.
At the time I was obviously really upset, there were lots of tears, but now I'm just trying to move on with life. I hate the fact that I still have feelings for him and care about him cause he doesn't even deserve me as a friend tbh. That sounds like I'm bigging myself up, but I didn't mean it like that.
But yeah, thats the bad thing that happened recently.
The good thing was, of course, CHRISTMAS =D
It was wicked. But every year I always find the build up more exciting that the actual day. I mean I love it, sat around the tree with the family, opening presents, then later sitting down to a delicious meal. But, its not how it used to be. I remember being about 7 and being so excited to wake up at about 6 in the morning, moving my feet about and hearing that terribly satisying rustly noise of paper. Then I'd realise Santa had left presents in my stocking, run into my Mum and Dads room, and call my sister in so we could all sit on the bed and look at the presents. Also, all the family would be there later on like My Gran and Grandad (Both dead now, RIP) and My other Nan who is in a carehome now and too frail and confused to travel all the way to our house for christmas. But nevertheless I still loved Christmas this year. It is one of my favourite times of the year where all the family get to gether and share happiness 
(Now that wasnt cheesy...LOL).
Incase anyone wanted to know, thought I'd list a few things I got for christmas!
-Ipod Speakers with a CD Player and Radio on
-DKNY Be Delicious Perfume
-Russell Howard's Stand up DVD
-Angus Thongs & Perfect Snogging DVD
-Katy Perry's New Album
-Pink Pyjama Trousers from La Senza
-A Silver Heart Necklace made by my Mum's Friend
-A Blue Top from Urban Outfitters saying "Au Revoir"
-A Jokey gold necklace shaped like an envelope, with a little gold square inside saying "I love you" from My Sister!
-A Really pretty scarf
-A Bracelet with lots of Crystal things on it
-Chocolate (LOTS.)
-An Oil Burner from The Body Shop
-Alphabeat CD
-Ticket to See Lily Allen at the Carling Academy Bristol (Where I live)
-£30 Money From My Nan
& Other stuff that I can't remember right now!
Ahh.
And also, I have something else to Mention.
You know when you start talking to someone, who you haven't really ever spoke to much in your life? Someone who you have seen around, with lots of different people, who doesn't have much of an effect on you. Well, its wierd cause I've started talking to someone recently who I've got to know much better in the last few days and I've realised I really click with them, and its awesome. They've said stuff which inspired me, and I don't know why, but its really lovely to have someone like that, refreshing really. Its great to look forward to talking someone (in person or online), especially when you know the conversation will be good. Its awesome. Its made me happier recently too, cause I understand him, he understands me, so its all good to be honest ^_^ Its wicked when you find someone you can just talk to about anything, stuff that other people find boring or wierd or whatever =]
Anyway,
I hope everyone had lovelylovely christmasses!
I shall try and write in here more frequently in 2009!
Which reminds me, HAPPY NEW YEAR (when this year ends 
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ALL Comments Are Appreciated
Cheers
xXX
