So yeah I havent wrote in here for a while, and I don't think anyone noticed. Maybe I'm writing in here cause I'm trying to waste time, when I should be finishing a history essay. Which has to be in for tomorrow. I've wrote like half a page of crap that doesn't really make sence 
But I think its slightly unfair getting an essay on a subject I've only had like 3 lessons of. But anyways, that aside, I have a headache Being on here probably doesn't help but I dont want to sleep either (N)
You know when your in that mood where you keep getting distracted, accidently on purpose.
In other news. I got my GCSE results on the 21st August 
I was happy, I PASSED MATHS! I didnt think I would. Overall I got 5 B's, 2 C's, 2 A's and 1 A* 
So I was pleased.
Ive started college now, its going pretty well. Apart from the History essay that is. I'm studying History (duh), Photography, Media studies and Drama All of which are interesting. In drama the other day we had to learn lines then perform them, and I didn't forget any so that was good. I was so nervous before hand though, I go all shaky and stuff! But in the end it was fine (Y).
I also have a boyfriend Yaaay. I'm happy. I liked him for ages, and like I found out he liked me, so I told him, we met up and had a long chat about it, then he asked me out on the 6th September . I reeeally like him. and I know he won't read this, but he means more to me than he realises. I went out with him before like a year ago but we split up. And I liked him for quite a while after. I didnt see him for like months and months, but he was at one of my best mates parties a few weeks back and I realised I liked him again. You know when you havent seen someone in ages and you don't realise how much you miss them until you hug them again? It was like that. and since the party I couldnt stop thinking about him. And now I'm so happy we go out I don't want to sound stupid cause I'm probably rambling on about him too much but meh (Y). I think he's lovely, not perfect, but who is? Every moment I spend with him I'm happy, and I hate leaving him at the end of the day We have only gone out like not even a week, But cause we went out before, I remember what it was like, and I realised how much I liked him then. I love burying my face in his shoulder and smelling him, he always smells so nice I like looking into his eyes and wondering what he's thinking about. And the way he laughs and smiles, it just makes me so happy I love holding hands with him and walking along cause I feel so safe and close to him. Hugging him is like the best thing ever, he's 6ft 4 so He like he rests his chin on my head haha. Just having him near me makes me happy, and I really want this to last. Sometimes I want to tell him how I feel about him, like how much he means to me, but you know when your too scared of how they will react? Like you don't know if it will put them off, scare them ,flatter them, etc?! So yeah, I think I'll keep it to myself for now. I just realised how stupid that sounds, I'm writing this in a blog 
The whole world could read it if they wanted to. But not many people actually read my blog so its all good. Ahh I love having someone I care about this much, knowing I can see him and stuff. I swear I always fall for people so easily, like its hard sometimes, cause I hate the thought of losing him and stuff. I must be sounding so Naive, but I don't care at this moment in time. Cause he's on my mind and I'm on one of those random rants where you have to type about a certain thing on your mind. and he's that 'thing' (:
Have you ever felt like I do about a certain person?
Like have you ever felt that as soon as you walk away from them, you miss them.
And as soon as you see them your instantly happy?
And when you look into their eyes you don't want to look away?
And everything else I mentioned?
Please leave comments, I'd love to hear what you have to say
I shall write soon!!
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